Friday, February 13, 2009

sailing into Good-bye

So they told me if I close my eyes and dream hard enough, I could touch the sky. You told me If I reach my hand out and dont look down and just look into your eyes,I could walk on the moon. But when I opened my eyes I was left with a temporary aroma only smelling of your sweet love, from the last hug good-bye. And when I opened my eyes, I was only left with the sight of you walking away into the shadows of no return. And when I opened my eyes, reality was there waiting to greet me with a paralyzing chill that crept down the backbone of my soul.

So what is meant to be will find its way into its propper place.You spoke with your intentions, looking over your shoulder, and gesturing with your posture that the empty place beside me will never optain you to fill it. This sweet dream of a memory you leave me with, taunts my constant daydreams and daily visits my dreams.But when I open my eyes, my face is crinkled with wrinkles just above the eyes, revealing my dissapointment when I find you are already gone. And when I open my eyes, warm streams fill my eyes to the brim and stand at the cliff of my bottom eye, daring to spill over and give me away.

Farewell, although you have not left me with a closure.You told me it was all for the best,as you sail away and have taken all hope with you. Handsome notes came falling out of your mouth. Promises you use to fill this void in my left in a dented heart;how did that come about? Fast asleep, because thats when you're the closest to me,and you speak my favorite words that I know are too good to exist in reality.My eyes realease these luke warm drops of betrayl,and you mock me with a sinister smile as you shatter the most vital muscle ever so frail. Where is your sense of sensitivity? Back here with me where you left it, watching your departure, awaiting your return.

You say that you only meant well, when it cost you dear.
You say, that its all for the best, because it is.
You say its what we both need, and yet only you decided this.
Handsome notes keep falling out your mouth,
promises used to fill this void in a dented heart;
how did that come about?

.....So they told me if I close my eyes and dream hard enough, I could touch the sky.
.....So they told me what is meant to be will find its way back into its propper place.
....You told me that if i reach my hand out anddont look down,just into your eyes, I could walk on the moon.
You spoke with your intentions,looking over your shoulder, and gesturing with your posture that the empty space you left beside me will never be filled by you.

Now as this ship quickly sails away, Im left speechless with a heavy heart filled with words left unsaid.
You've taken your leave, and dawn is just moments away. I dont expect you to return but Ill procede to dream anyway.Mm what did you say? That you only meant well? well of course you did.Mmm what did you say? That its only for the best, well of course it is...Speak no feeling, no of course I dont believe you. You dont care a bit. Handsome words keep falling out of your mouth, speak no feeling, and no of course I dont believe you...You dont care abit. The ship is still sailing, but you refuse to look back, Ive awoken a moment too late and have waken to find you sailing into good-bye.

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