
As the sunrises you watch it from the reflection of my eyes.You look deeper to see emptiness yet HOPE, , with no fear and regrets but with a life of a soul that forgives but doesnt show. at times I am helpless and weak in the inside, but my face and smile will never show it.I am blind traveling down this old familiar road..senses sharper than ever can feel it from miles away..something is missing. Bitter cold wind eats away at my face, numbing my senses and freezing my tears; remaining drop like statues as a constant reminder of what once was, what could have been , and whats to come.Somethings coming.
Ask me once Ill tell you twice,but even when its repeated it somehow manages to become stealth and fade away, if not dissapear completly.Bye Bye remorse,although you've served me well.It seems it was only a matter of time before your true colors would show.I stood under red lights just to proove my love wasnt forged, we're at war, but it seems I'm loosing the battle within myself.A heart that cannot be bought,and yet a soul tagged with a price..so name your price?I like to look back and try to figure out how in the world did i get to be where i am now.Its an itch that ill never stop scratching, its a void that'll never be filled.Slipping, my nails dig into your flesh so i dont loose my grip, but honestly Im starting to believe that your giving up hope aswell. Whisper secrets, and i'll repeat your lies,fake a smile and compromise.
As the sun sets, you watch it in the refelction of my eyes, but never say goodbye it leads to the road of demise.She waits at the same door that was slammed in her face,questions and exuses quick to take his place. Slightly blinded traveling down an old familiar road.Hazey eyed, and yet senses sharp..I can feel the warmth drawing me in from that sweet humble abode.A heart that cannot be bought, and a soul tagged with a price.....they'll give you the world for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul.You portray me as a beautiful girl. but im not all what im rapped up to be. My insides is full of indecision ; Im discussed with this world and the people in it. My Heart is slowly creating a new world of its own... and for a girl like me who's been threw hell and back its a real mission for me to create that illusions of a better place,at a faster pace,before i loose my place, and become trapped in space. Hes cursed with a cold soul and shes blessed with the patience to thaw it out with loves warmth anyway. I love my life, still there's the pressure and pain So I make sure that I'm grounded and able to maintain.
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