Saturday, November 15, 2008

tHRee wishes


If i told you, you had three wishes would you put them in your pocket? Maybe wish to touch the moon, or save it for a cloudy day. Sing endless melodies or find a bird that can sing them to you. Try to create a symphony, but the truth is none of it will ever cause you to forget me.

You can choose to ignore it, truth is you live to hear it. Still you, try to drown out the sound of it with the unsteady rhythm of your speeding heartbeat.Running at the speed of sound, still its all around.Surounding the air you fill your lungs with,causing you to exhale nothing but the sound of my voice.

Three wishes, will you choose to fly away from here? Or stay here beneath the stars, following the sound of my voice.Ive' found my wings ages ago, not that, that's something you dont already know. A silient kiss goodnight, is never enough to say goodbye. You made that pretty clear, when I came back just to find you still waiting here.


Three wishes, you can choose to fly away from here, or follow the sound of my voice. Chasing dreams and phantoms, you poor hopeless romantic. Im only with you when you dream, leaving you to only wonder what if. You can pray and wish for a night, but its as real as the devil on your shoulder.Who whispers the very same fears you hide in the back in your mind; "its too late.she's left you behind".The truth is, Ive found my wings ages ago, not too say i didnt tell you so. A silient kiss goodnight, is nrver enough to say goodbye. You made that pretty clear, when i came back to find tou still waiting here...mmmmm three wishes darling.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Goodnight and go



  1. i had a paralyzing fear to love you. Not the hallow numbness of the body but the kind of fear that pierces the soul, sends waves through the brain, and trembles the kness.I was afraid to speak the words that were stuck in my throat, and my pride forced me to swallow my tongue and choke on the one confession i prolonged to tell you for quite some time.Yea i know juevenile. But i guess not worth your while huh?
  2. I had a paralyzing fear to love you...back. Not the fear of so many eyes layed upon us , worrying what they would think.No.the kind of fear that hindered me to trust,to open up,to..love.sorry, but sorry doesnt seal it up with a bandaid and make every thing ok. What happens when its too late? What happens when i realize my own strength within to by pass the many stares and glares. To ignore the devil on my shoulder, to tu
    rn back and run after you, ...to tell you.What happens when i turn to find its too late.What happens then. When ive found that you've grown fond of another?How quickly you've replaced me. What am i to do? What else is there left to do, as i stand and watch you from afar move farther and farther away through the rain that leaves a shallow coat of a silhoette that outlines your shadow.My vision hazey now all i Oan do is whisper ..goodnight, and go!