Wednesday, October 15, 2008


ah twilight!

so i accidently came across this book when my librarian suggested i read it since i was looking for a good book. at first i wasnt interested..i saw hands and an apple and thought boringgg. But she insisted i read and tell her about it since the book was always checked out and she herself never got to read it herself. i did....and LOVe it! read all four sad there wont be a 5th but stephenie meyer has outdone herself the series is one of a kind and great lol ..and i kant wait until the movie comes out soon! ha wata nerd.

max payne movie


ok randum
i so wana see that movie with mark walgberg MAX PAYN
lUV em (; like one of my top fave actors.Many people are going back and forth debating whether it will live up to its name as the good as the game. Since the rating is only pG13 will it still be any good? i for one think it will be and will update on it when i see it. i think itll be fine tho if marks in it, if all else fails js look at him ,haha.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

liAR



My cheeks are flushed with heat of anger, tears boiling, rising, and spilling over; liar! My vision blurred with a red tint, and i feel as if i am ready to explode, shooting out the scortching words built down deep inside; liar!! There are no deep breaths, only hallow gasps.liar, liar! And i must admit this side of me sort of helps me think more clearly.Beware, for it takes control and i loose the wheel, honestly I think I kinda like it. The smiled fades from your face and sneaks on mine. You reach out for a second chance, take one step in an advance. I retreate 2 steps back, without once rethinking the decision that was made. I stand in the shadows, as the florescent light reveal your true colors..o liar liar. Its a beautiful night, and the wind whispers a hint of mallicious behavior afoot. What a beautiful sight, you're with her, and i guess its true about you not being able to stay put. The memory of pomises and condolences, scribble out the writting on the wall on its own. The irony of me trusting and believing you; what must i do to get you to leave me alone? Liar, liar...how one can transpire.Liar ,Liar. You've never had her. When i say her i mean me, when i say me i mean her. You honestly thought you could optain both. The gift of one liners, amongst the shallowest of gullables.The gift of one liners?Surely , i should have foreseen the trouble.The honest truth is, well i guess you could say laying right infront of me. WHile you remain speechless, trying to figure out how to sugar coat the story of its not what it looks like.. liar liar.

Monday, October 13, 2008

long road home


Do you have a wish? Good.Hold onto it, and dont let any one take it from you. In this life time there are many who dream, and few who are williing to chase after those dreams. Maybe its because they fear that if they dream hard enough, it might not come true.Maybe its because they believe if you run far enough after them, you'll become lost in a cause that is quickly forgotten. Many dreams are planted in the sky, drift with the clouds, and are lost among the stars. Smiles remind us of the good times, tears seem to betray us and reveal our emotional vunarability. Dark clear skies, are reflected amongst the oceans beneath them; lonley sailors that lie beneath them are reminded. The long lost lovers that stand together look up, and are reminded.The hopeful dreamer still holding onto his sanity, is reminded. Its midnight all you lonley souls bystanders of a miracle flying across the midnight sky. A shooting star. So close your eyes, and make a wish.Do you have your wish? Good. Now hold onto it, and dont let anyone take it from you.In this life there are many who are afraid to dream, and few who dare to dream. Few who are strong enough to stick it out and hold onto that dream that is just one day going to happen.Dont let go!